(1 2 1 2 this goes out to you)

Who around you loves you? Can you count with one hand? Is she really your girl? Is he really your man? Do any of them hug you when you cry? Do you feel comfortable enough with them to let a tear fall from your eye? Is it smiles for miles or just another one of their styles they pulled from the good relations file? It's not who's real that bears the friendship seal cuz evil is real, betrayal is real, coldheartedness is real. It's hard to judge so I don't get to close. While others brag and boast on which of their millions of friends they love the most. Everybody's needy, but not everyone one is greedy. There's a thin line between the both of them. There's a Judas in your click set to destroy you but when. You can call me paranoid with a pen, but I just need a friend to chill with, to build with, to learn with. If this is truly hell on earth I'll need someone to burn with. So what defines a friend in this day and age? Someone who's void of personal rage? Want to know why we're not friends? Extract it from this page. Otherwise die in solitude as the band of demons in your head continue to play.

I know how to love, but all I feel is hate. I know what is true, but all I see is fake. Don't give them a chance to lie. When you see it in their eyes tell them no more hi's and goodbyes. 2x

It's so easy to fall in love with the idea of friendship. The concept's so vague it's hit or miss. The guidelines are scarce and never followed. A lot of them offer warmth although their stares are cold. Shoulders so frail to lean on them would damage my soul. It's like I'm alone in a crowded room. A nation of hypocrites full of viciousness who will consume anything and everything that blooms. I guess some of us need so much we're willing to destroy everything. Why do we cling? Friends forever or just a fling? I'm seeing the whole thing in a new light. It's a discussion not a fight. It's not too late to take flight. Do it tonight! Who's here to help you? Who here shows tolerance and compassion. When you're in troubled waters will they do it without asking? Misery loves company in groups. Their whole life is a sample loop. How's a friend supposed to behave anyway? They encourage you to stay when you want to run away. They convince you to die another day. Maybe it's me with the dilemma. I'm so cold in june, so hot in december no one could enter. I can't remember.

I know how to love, but all I feel is hate. I know what is true, but all I see is fake. Don't give them a chance to lie. When you see it in their eyes tell them no more hi's and goodbyes. 2x

How could I get close? I saw the future in the eyes of a ghost. Dead inside and out from a failed love bout haunting your mind. You were needy when you were being kind all those times. Who's a masochist with affinity for getting pissed? Now I'm on your blacklist, but all you have is a blacklist. Your closet frieds not fully trust you miss. Even the ugliest mother fuckers diss. Why is this? You're living in a world that don't exist. Pretending to be happy is too much of a risk. Now you're a little mean bitch. Your friends don't tell you shit cuz ignorance is bliss, but I don't believe this so I'll give you what you miss. But I've already done this. Advising you became redundant. The air surrounding your problems was pungent. More so cuz you had it so much easier than us. Now you want to go to war? Is it my anger you explore or is it yours that you ignore. We're no longer friends so what the fuck you fighting for? The actions you've shown convinced me your heart was made of stone. All the good influence around you and you still haven't grown. I know you'll die alone.